Archive for the 'A Lone' Category

Through the darkest hour
Grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me.
Did you ever think I get lonely
Did you ever think that I needed love
Did you ever think to stop thinking
Youre the only one that Im thinking of.
Youll never know how hard I tried
To find [...]


Save me from the crying
Save me from the pain
Save me from the life I’ll lose
Save me from razors blade
Save me from the lying
Save me from the world
Save me from wishing upon a broken heart
Save me from pulling the trigger
save me from the love
Save me from my life
save me from this life
Save me from myself
Save [...]


My LiFe Now..

10May08

Rain, pouring on my window.
That soothing sound.
Flashed of lightning and rumbles of thunder,
Just like my life right now.
The stabbing pain I endure everyday.
But it’s nothing new.
Faces passing by,
Not knowing I exist.
Losing all battles,
Against my friends or peers.
Just because I am not perfect.
Just because.
My life slipping away,
Day by day,
No one seems to know.
Or even just care.
Can’t [...]


Now that you’re gone, I realize
How much you meant to me.
My loss is wide as a starless night sky,
And deep as a stormy sea. I miss the comfort of your sweet love,
Your absolute devotion;
Now I’m a fountain of endless tears,
A pool of sad emotion. They tell me I should move on with life,
That [...]


You were my everything;
Now you’re gone.
I don’t have the strength
To carry on. Skies always seemed sunny
When you were here;
Now there’s nothing but gloom
In my atmosphere. I loved you so much;
You were all I had;
Now my whole world
Is depressing and sad. I’d like to start feeling
Other than blue,
But you were my everything,
What can [...]


Is this all we have together?
Is this what love really is,
Yelling through a quarrel
And making up with a kiss? Why can’t we get along?
Why do we have to fight?
We starve true love by day
And feed lust all through the night. I wish we’d settle down;
I wonder where peace went.
Why do we pick at [...]


So much love to give
So little time to spare
My heart beats so fast when I’m around you
It’s just so hard not to stare
I came up to you one day
Spilling my thoughts and feelings with you
To hear that you feel the same way
Is like a dream come true
You wanted to keep things simple
I agreed with it [...]


To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your [...]


Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.
I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But [...]


Saying goodbye is never easy
It’s the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without [...]


 
 
i think of u now,

the emptiness grows more inside me…

i still remember the words u told me

and so im waiting for you

i dont know how or when…but i know someday we’ll be together

and… if not,

i will still wait and wait and wait for u
 



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