Archive for the 'Confused' Category

unwinding

30Sep08

I don’t know what I want in life. I don’t know what I want right now. All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside that it’s eating me, and one day, there won’t be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, [...]


pain

21Sep08

My heart has been beaten and bruised
and I’m pretty fucking confused, & I always expect to lose.
If I talk and I laugh too loud its because I’m trying to forget that I’m sad,
because some things can get pretty bad, but I’d like to believe
that somewhere I’ll find you going nowhere… and we’ll go there together [...]


i dont want to disturb u even….
but the pain, pain, pain inside me
cant control anymore
i pray today on my knees,
just to let happiness,
will always be there with u
i dont care about myself anymore
dont knw when im gonna be dead
but i want to see just a smile on your face…


Saying GoodBye is a hard thing to do.
I will never stop loving you.
I will see you again some day.
As my white dove..flies away.
I just want to die…………with you by my side..


My liFe

07Aug08

Abadu ves ahren nah mihen mi vanyy keeve tha? koba aharen ge kushaky…..
abadu ves hithaama ufaleh midhuniyein aharen nah nethy bar…kon me faharaku ves loabin ekii ulhefa,promise tha kohfaa …kihine mi vanyyy…alhe aharen nah kushe kure veny tha…kon me ves majubooreh vegen ney kiyaafa thi dhookohlaafa dhanyy …nethy barr ufalheh mialhaa ah liben mi dhuniye in……god plz [...]


My thoughts

07Aug08

i thought i found ma drym gal…BUT
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss


Same old things as always. I really do hope for something new to happen but I don’t know because I’m still living in the same old life as always.   I do hope for someone to talk too. I’m sad inside and out with no one around. When will I be happy again? Please tell me [...]


  

Life is sad,
It’s full of loneliness like this park.
No one was waiting for me,
No one would come for me.
I thought you would,
Whenever my heart was torn,
You make me smile.
And now you’re gone,
Which makes me cry.
I wrote you pages,
But there were no replies.
Where are you? Why ur not replyin!
I am looking for you.I missed you [...]


Feelings

16Jun08

Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.
I lie on my bed,
Screaming in my head.
Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,
Constantly there.


Me….

30May08

No one knows how I feel
the worst part about it is that it is real
Misery and sadness is what I hide
I’m misunderstood and filled with pain inside
No one hears what I say
I hate what I’m going through each and everyday
I’m sitting in my room, crying on the floor
being ignored and unable to take it anymore
No [...]


Through the darkest hour
Grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me.
Did you ever think I get lonely
Did you ever think that I needed love
Did you ever think to stop thinking
Youre the only one that Im thinking of.
Youll never know how hard I tried
To find [...]



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