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My LiFe Now..

10May08

Rain, pouring on my window.
That soothing sound.
Flashed of lightning and rumbles of thunder,
Just like my life right now.
The stabbing pain I endure everyday.
But it’s nothing new.
Faces passing by,
Not knowing I exist.
Losing all battles,
Against my friends or peers.
Just because I am not perfect.
Just because.
My life slipping away,
Day by day,
No one seems to know.
Or even just care.
Can’t [...]


You were my everything;
Now you’re gone.
I don’t have the strength
To carry on. Skies always seemed sunny
When you were here;
Now there’s nothing but gloom
In my atmosphere. I loved you so much;
You were all I had;
Now my whole world
Is depressing and sad. I’d like to start feeling
Other than blue,
But you were my everything,
What can [...]


Is this all we have together?
Is this what love really is,
Yelling through a quarrel
And making up with a kiss? Why can’t we get along?
Why do we have to fight?
We starve true love by day
And feed lust all through the night. I wish we’d settle down;
I wonder where peace went.
Why do we pick at [...]


uncleard! O_O

25Apr08

You are my one true love. I still remember the days we hv been together.
we were so close,
I knw that you are the one I was meant to be with forever.
and now i dont wanna live apart from u
when im alone
i remember the times we fight together
plus ur gorgeous smile
i dont know wot others will [...]


So much love to give
So little time to spare
My heart beats so fast when I’m around you
It’s just so hard not to stare
I came up to you one day
Spilling my thoughts and feelings with you
To hear that you feel the same way
Is like a dream come true
You wanted to keep things simple
I agreed with it [...]


To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your [...]


Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.
I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But [...]


Saying goodbye is never easy
It’s the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without [...]



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