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No One Loves Me Like You Do
No one loves me like you do;
I’ve never felt like this;
You please me in so many ways,
With a word, a caress, a kiss.No one understands me like you do;
You see me deep inside,
You choose to overlook my flaws,
The ones I try to hide.No one satisfies me like you do,
When our bodies intertwine;
You give so much [...]
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Now That You’re Gone
Now that you’re gone, I realize
How much you meant to me.
My loss is wide as a starless night sky,
And deep as a stormy sea. I miss the comfort of your sweet love,
Your absolute devotion;
Now I’m a fountain of endless tears,
A pool of sad emotion. They tell me I should move on with life,
That [...]
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To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your [...]
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I Learn To Be Strong
Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.
I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But [...]
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walk alone
Tell me no more that I should walk away
letting the love I have found
drift through me, fading into the shadows
You see my life as one of longing
for a love you feel I will never have.
I see it as one of a soul bound to another
with a love I can never lose.
Tell me no more that [...]
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foooled no more
I love you when you’re happy,
I love you when you’re sad.
I love you when you’re laughing,
I love you when you’re mad.
I love you when you’re playful.
I love you when you’re blue -But the reason why I love you
Is just because you’re you!
fool me! fool me! keep fooling!keep me fooling!
” If [...]
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Sooooo alone in my bed, thinking about u
Alone with the same old dreams
Alone with the same thoughtsfor u…
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for my happinessAlone in every morning I awake
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone I try not to be alonebut what to do…this is [...]
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un-titled
Your the one im living for
though you seems so faraway
ur always with me in my dreams
Thats a world of happiness
a dream world is all i can get
its a different world, but i know its the only way i can live happily in the absence of you
so i sleep whenever i get lonely, and i see [...]
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I can’t handle this pain anymore
Each and every night I cry a river from my pain,
I wait to see if things will get better, but they don’t, they remain the same.
Each and every night I want to die,
For no one will care no matter what everyone says, they lie,
I know they want me dead.
Can’t anyone see the pain they’re causing [...]
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things what i want to knw…
you were there, but only watching.
You spoke only to try and reach me
and tell me to stop
as you have done so often.
Stop doubting the voice in my heart.
Stop trying to find the answers.
Those answers will come in time,
when I am ready to hear them.
It took me [...]
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A-Available?: Depends on what you need me for.
B-Best friend: got loooooodus of them. Bought them at the superstore real cheap.
C-Cake or Pie?: ofcose…cake. CHOCOLATE CAKE!! yumm yummy.
D-Drink of choice: Ranni apple, apple juice, milk tea.
E-Essential thing used everyday: My brain…and heart….and lungs…
F-Favourite colour: Black and white,Gray .
G-Gummi bears or worms: yep…Gummi bears!!!
H-Hometown: [...]
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