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uncleard! O_O

25Apr08

You are my one true love. I still remember the days we hv been together.
we were so close,
I knw that you are the one I was meant to be with forever.
and now i dont wanna live apart from u
when im alone
i remember the times we fight together
plus ur gorgeous smile
i dont know wot others will [...]


So much love to give
So little time to spare
My heart beats so fast when I’m around you
It’s just so hard not to stare
I came up to you one day
Spilling my thoughts and feelings with you
To hear that you feel the same way
Is like a dream come true
You wanted to keep things simple
I agreed with it [...]


what a l!fe?

17Apr08

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There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year’s course
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word ‘happy’ would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
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To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your [...]


 
 
i think of u now,

the emptiness grows more inside me…

i still remember the words u told me

and so im waiting for you

i dont know how or when…but i know someday we’ll be together

and… if not,

i will still wait and wait and wait for u
 


walk alone

27Mar08

  
Tell me no more that I should walk away

letting the love I have found
drift through me, fading into the shadows
You see my life as one of longing
for a love you feel I will never have.
I see it as one of a soul bound to another
with a love I can never lose.
Tell me no more that [...]


I love you when you’re happy,
I love you when you’re sad.

I love you when you’re laughing,
I love you when you’re mad.

I love you when you’re playful.
I love you when you’re blue -But the reason why I love you
Is just because you’re you!
fool me! fool me! keep fooling!keep me fooling!
” If [...]


Sooooo alone in my bed, thinking about u
Alone with the same old dreams
Alone with the same thoughtsfor u…
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for my happinessAlone in every morning I awake
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone I try not to be alonebut what to do…this is [...]


un-titled

17Mar08

Your the one im living for
though you seems so faraway
ur always with me in my dreams
Thats a world of happiness
a dream world is all i can get
its a different world, but i know its the only way i can live happily in the absence of you
so i sleep whenever i get lonely, and i see [...]


Each and every night I cry a river from my pain,
I wait to see if things will get better, but they don’t, they remain the same.
Each and every night I want to die,
For no one will care no matter what everyone says, they lie,
I know they want me dead.
Can’t anyone see the pain they’re causing [...]


you were there, but only watching.
You spoke only to try and reach me
and tell me to stop
as you have done so often.
Stop doubting the voice in my heart.
Stop trying to find the answers.
Those answers will come in time,
when I am ready to hear them.
It took me [...]



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