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For too long my love,
I have been the thorn of your…
Rose – the budding flame of beauty and desire,
Courage and wisdom;
You are my foundation – my iceberg in the ocean.
My intrinsic love, is owed to you.
I let you down and make you cry;
Still, you reside by me.
‘Why?’ I asketh of you.
“Because, it is love I [...]


Darkness & Me

30May08

What’s wrong?
Why amI here?
Everythings not okay
The end is near
For me
Ineed to get away
Leave this awful place
To be with myself
Just me
In darkness
Forever
I’m gone


Its You,
All this time, so many sec,hours,days weeks,months, apart….
I’ve missed you……
But i have never been without You…
I’ve woken up with You  every morning,
and gone to sleep with You every night..
You have always been with me….
Your courage, Your smile..
Your damn s1ubbornness….
There has never been any distance between us, and there never will be…
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE [...]


what a l!fe?

17Apr08

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There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year’s course
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word ‘happy’ would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
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In the morning when I wake up
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That’s when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have you near.
My heart is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times throughout the day,
I find I’m missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps [...]


To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your [...]


Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.
I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But [...]


Saying goodbye is never easy
It’s the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without [...]


 
 
i think of u now,

the emptiness grows more inside me…

i still remember the words u told me

and so im waiting for you

i dont know how or when…but i know someday we’ll be together

and… if not,

i will still wait and wait and wait for u
 


walk alone

27Mar08

  
Tell me no more that I should walk away

letting the love I have found
drift through me, fading into the shadows
You see my life as one of longing
for a love you feel I will never have.
I see it as one of a soul bound to another
with a love I can never lose.
Tell me no more that [...]


Sooooo alone in my bed, thinking about u
Alone with the same old dreams
Alone with the same thoughtsfor u…
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for my happinessAlone in every morning I awake
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone I try not to be alonebut what to do…this is [...]



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