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pain

21Sep08

My heart has been beaten and bruised
and I’m pretty fucking confused, & I always expect to lose.
If I talk and I laugh too loud its because I’m trying to forget that I’m sad,
because some things can get pretty bad, but I’d like to believe
that somewhere I’ll find you going nowhere… and we’ll go there together [...]


i dont want to disturb u even….
but the pain, pain, pain inside me
cant control anymore
i pray today on my knees,
just to let happiness,
will always be there with u
i dont care about myself anymore
dont knw when im gonna be dead
but i want to see just a smile on your face…


Saying GoodBye is a hard thing to do.
I will never stop loving you.
I will see you again some day.
As my white dove..flies away.
I just want to die…………with you by my side..


My liFe

07Aug08

Abadu ves ahren nah mihen mi vanyy keeve tha? koba aharen ge kushaky…..
abadu ves hithaama ufaleh midhuniyein aharen nah nethy bar…kon me faharaku ves loabin ekii ulhefa,promise tha kohfaa …kihine mi vanyyy…alhe aharen nah kushe kure veny tha…kon me ves majubooreh vegen ney kiyaafa thi dhookohlaafa dhanyy …nethy barr ufalheh mialhaa ah liben mi dhuniye in……god plz [...]


My thoughts

07Aug08

i thought i found ma drym gal…BUT
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss


Same old things as always. I really do hope for something new to happen but I don’t know because I’m still living in the same old life as always.   I do hope for someone to talk too. I’m sad inside and out with no one around. When will I be happy again? Please tell me [...]


uncleard! O_O

25Apr08

You are my one true love. I still remember the days we hv been together.
we were so close,
I knw that you are the one I was meant to be with forever.
and now i dont wanna live apart from u
when im alone
i remember the times we fight together
plus ur gorgeous smile
i dont know wot others will [...]


Oh! ! My dearest one asked you the meaning of love.
There’s nothing like it ever exist in the world.
Love not with mind but with heart.
Love alone can fill our heart.
Love alone bind every relationship.
It’s adorned not with materials.
But with love only nothing else.
Love is blind yet it leads us to light.
There is no force dare [...]


To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your [...]


Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.
I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But [...]


 
 
i think of u now,

the emptiness grows more inside me…

i still remember the words u told me

and so im waiting for you

i dont know how or when…but i know someday we’ll be together

and… if not,

i will still wait and wait and wait for u
 



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