I can’t handle this pain anymore

17Mar08
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Each and every night I cry a river from my pain,

I wait to see if things will get better, but they don’t, they remain the same.

Each and every night I want to die,

For no one will care no matter what everyone says, they lie,

I know they want me dead.

Can’t anyone see the pain they’re causing me?

Especially the ones who’ve mainly caused this for me.

I can’t handle this pain anymore,

I’ll be going through the door….

The door of death.

……………………………………….

  You wonder why I harm myself and feel the way I do,
You’d understand if you look at what you do.

You complain about everything I do and make me feel like I do nothing right and I’m worthless.

Maybe if you told me that you were proud of me or tell me that I did something right I’d be better and wouldn’t harm myself as much, and maybe I’d be considered more “normal.”

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