Archive for the ‘I f*ckdup Life’ Category

No one loves me like you do; I’ve never felt like this; You please me in so many ways, With a word, a caress, a kiss.No one understands me like you do; You see me deep inside, You choose to overlook my flaws, The ones I try to hide.No one satisfies me like you do, […]


Now that you’re gone, I realize How much you meant to me. My loss is wide as a starless night sky, And deep as a stormy sea. I miss the comfort of your sweet love, Your absolute devotion; Now I’m a fountain of endless tears, A pool of sad emotion. They tell me I should […]


To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it’s jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid […]


Words of wisdom come to my ears, Telling me what I know in my heart, But never wanted to hear. With the truth finally said and out in the open for me to plainly see, I wonder why I can love so deeply but never had that love returned back to me. I confessed the […]


walk alone

27Mar08

   Tell me no more that I should walk away letting the love I have found drift through me, fading into the shadows You see my life as one of longing for a love you feel I will never have. I see it as one of a soul bound to another with a love I […]


foooled no more

18Mar08

I love you when you’re happy, I love you when you’re sad. I love you when you’re laughing, I love you when you’re mad. I love you when you’re playful. I love you when you’re blue –But the reason why I love you Is just because you’re you! fool me! fool me! keep fooling!keep me […]


Sooooo alone in my bed, thinking about u Alone with the same old dreams Alone with the same thoughtsfor u… Alone standing in court Alone I stand and fight Alone I pray for my happinessAlone in every morning I awake Alone I cry out my sadness Alone I voice out my fears Alone I try […]


un-titled

17Mar08

Your the one im living for though you seems so faraway ur always with me in my dreams Thats a world of happiness a dream world is all i can get its a different world, but i know its the only way i can live happily in the absence of you so i sleep whenever […]


Each and every night I cry a river from my pain, I wait to see if things will get better, but they don’t, they remain the same. Each and every night I want to die, For no one will care no matter what everyone says, they lie, I know they want me dead. Can’t anyone […]


you were there, but only watching. You spoke only to try and reach me and tell me to stop as you have done so often. Stop doubting the voice in my heart. Stop trying to find the answers. Those answers will come in time, when I am ready to hear them. It took me hours […]


A-Available?: Depends on what you need me for. B-Best friend: got loooooodus of them. Bought them at the superstore real cheap. 😉 C-Cake or Pie?: ofcose…cake. CHOCOLATE CAKE!! yumm yummy. D-Drink of choice: Ranni apple, apple juice, milk tea. E-Essential thing used everyday: My brain…and heart….and lungs… F-Favourite colour: Black and white,Gray . G-Gummi bears […]



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