unwinding

30Sep08

I don’t know what I want in life. I don’t know what I want right now. All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside that it’s eating me, and one day, there won’t be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don’t know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it’s hurting ten times more.

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moved on!

21Sep08

Tell me why,
When I loved you,
You hated me.
Tell me why,
Now that I moved on,
You’re wanting me.

But it’s too late now,
I don’t want to go back to yesterday.


pain

21Sep08

My heart has been beaten and bruised
and I’m pretty fucking confused, & I always expect to lose.
If I talk and I laugh too loud its because I’m trying to forget that I’m sad,
because some things can get pretty bad, but I’d like to believe

that somewhere I’ll find you going nowhere… and we’ll go there together ” love you so much “


happy birthdAy

16Sep08

Happy birthday to a special friend!
Although I haven’t known you many years,
Perhaps because you’ve dried so many tears,
Pleasure reigns as I these greetings send.
Your happiness should last till all things end!
Because you’ve been so sweet and understanding–
In toughest times you’ve made me laugh and smile–
Rejoice in your own specialness awhile:
This I’m not requesting but demanding!
How else to make yourself the celebration,
Doing what does not come naturally?
Always your concern has been for me,
Yet now you must endure my adoration!

from,deathangel


i dont want to disturb u even….
but the pain, pain, pain inside me
cant control anymore
i pray today on my knees,
just to let happiness,
will always be there with u
i dont care about myself anymore
dont knw when im gonna be dead
but i want to see just a smile on your face…


Saying GoodBye is a hard thing to do.
I will never stop loving you.
I will see you again some day.
As my white dove..flies away.
I just want to die…………with you by my side..


My liFe

07Aug08

Abadu ves ahren nah mihen mi vanyy keeve tha? koba aharen ge kushaky…..

abadu ves hithaama ufaleh midhuniyein aharen nah nethy bar…kon me faharaku ves loabin ekii ulhefa,promise tha kohfaa …kihine mi vanyyy…alhe aharen nah kushe kure veny tha…kon me ves majubooreh vegen ney kiyaafa thi dhookohlaafa dhanyy …nethy barr ufalheh mialhaa ah liben mi dhuniye in……god plz help me..i cant live like this….its painful   😦 errrr varh gina dhuvahu keh vejjje then heeyeh nuvey keh vaane hen ..ekamu ves try kuraanan …

plzzzz dear cum back to me..i cant live without you ..i realy love you..i need u in my life…..mulhi umurah loabii vaanan …thi athu ga abadu hifaigen hunnaaan…dhuvahaku ves dhookohlaafa eh nudaanan…I LOVE U Princess *u*a

 



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